The Moment When You Freak

Hey guys! So you know what I realized today? That before every GREAT moment, there is a moment when you just freak. When all the worlds stress suddenly lands on your shoulders. The amount of stress blinds you in a sense. Your blind to whats going on. Your sense of reason is completely gone and you fall apart!

Its like the calm before the storm. Maybe its because sometimes great things are hard to wrap our minds around. We are so used to things NOT going out way, that when they do, its hard for our subconscious to grasp it. Or maybe we are so desperate to have something we want to go right, that the stress of it not going right finds us. Maybe we want to control the outcome so bad, that the fact we can't, is just to much for us.

I am so extremely excited for this concert. I even had a dream last night that I was at a BS concert.. So I am really excited about. But I think that I am so excited for it, that I am on the brink of a melt down. So many things can go wrong yet. There is still so much time in between now and the concert. I feel like I am walking on egg shells until the concert. I am in total tears even as I write this. So much can change in these next few days and I just want to do what ever it takes for everyone to be happy and for everything to go right.

Great things happen and great memories are made, but its only great because of the situations it had to rise above. There are no great moments with out a few not so great moments here and there. So when we have our not so great moments, its okay. We learn from them and move on..

 Lets just all be happy.. please.

Lynz