Just Too Close

Listening to the radio the other day when Too Close came on.. Love this song. But due to some recent occurrences with certain people in my life, I took this song a bit differently than I have in the past..

 You know I'm not one to break promises, 

I don't want to hurt you but I need to breathe.

At the end of it all, you're still my best friend,

But there's something inside that I need to release.

Which way is right, which way is wrong, 

How do I say that I need to move on?

You know we're headed separate ways.

And it feels like I am just too close to love you.,

There's nothing I can really say.

I can't lie no more, I can't hide no more,

Got to be true to myself.

And it feels like I am just too close to love you,

So I'll be on my way.

You've given me more than I can return,

Yet there's oh so much that you deserve.

There's nothing to say, nothing to do.

I've got nothing to give,

I must live without you.

You know we're headed separate ways.

This is exactly how I've felt for the past couple months. Sometimes we get so close to people that we can't breath. We get too close and the boundaries start to fade and manners vanish. We get too close and we forget that our friends STILL have the choice to walk away.. We get too close and we forget that we still have to treat them with respect.

I feel like I want to become strangers again.. so I can re-get to know you. This way I wont let myself get "too close" to you..

"There's nothing I can really say. So I'll be on my way.."

Just some random thoughts..

Lynz

Be kind to one another..